There’s a place that exists in my dreams. Sometimes, you have to swim through the ocean to get there. It’s water w/in water, but also like an oasis in the middle of the desert. There’s a current that pulls u around.
Learning & growing /
IT’s not for u /
Pho on my kitchen floor w Lola.
Shadow banned again /
U kno what’s problematic about the shadowban? It mostly affects those who are already marginalized to begin with.
I’m triggered rn. Not to play victim. As a genocide survivor I literally can’t locate any ancestors past my great grandmother. I find extreme resentment that anyone would even attempt to further erase me.
Bb’s first ball gag
©️ 2017
Price Per Wear /
Today my coworker commented on my favorite pair of shoes. Marc Jacobs sneakers purchased in 2003. When I told her how much they cost she was shook. I’ve had them almost half my life. So when i divide the price paid by the number of days (roughly) owned, the price per wear is less than a cent.
Working out this equation made me wonder what I’ve been doing with my life.
X
It’s Coming Up Roses /
A sad girl’s unsolicited advice:
1. Only keep people around who adore you.
2. If you MUST date; check your baggage at the door.
3. Handle your business like a professional.
4. Make friends everywhere you go.
5. Don’t let anyone dictate your experience.
6. Take solice in your alone time.
7. Stay true to yourself.
8. Curate the world you wanted when you were small.
XII XXII /
Last week of December update. My best friend came to town from LA. Miss her already. Wish we’d gotten more selfies together.
Cath and bent light.
Hilary draws stars in her arms.
Cocktail and coat lining are my favorite color.
I am also matching Cath’s cocktail.
Retribution /
Washing dishes & letting the scalding hot water burn my hands. The rubber gloves are right in front of me. It doesn't matter.